I used to cut, and then I started confiding in my friend and she talked to me and helped me feel better. But today, I found out she backstabbed me and I also realized she always left me out. I don't get it, why does she pretend to be my friend but then turns her back and doesn't?

I feel like cutting, but I don't want to add more scars on my wrist, there are enough already. But the urge is just like...so compelling.

I also realized that I'm always suddenly happy...then really upset later on. I get really sensitive to little things, and I don't have that many friends..not real ones anyway. I have true, real, friend but I can't tell her I cut because then SHE'LL start cutting again, and I don't want her to get hurt.

I need help, what's wrong with me?

life can be beautiful, life can be difficult. you need to seek help beyond what you know. please do that. refer to books, talk to a knowledgable person someone to help you not judge you. we all need help sometimes in life. we all arent born with the best coping skills, we need to activelly seek to learn positve coping skills. cutting is not good for you, and it will not bring you happiness. do not do it. please dont. there are wonderful people in the world. sometimes to many of us focus on the bad. be confident in who you are and stand up for yourself. a true friend is a true friend, most others are just what i like to call passer byers or associates. true friends are the family we choose for ourselves. dont let peoples stupid ways effect your beautiful life or the beautiful life that you can make for yourself. yesterday is yesterday...we can always choose a new way. please be safe. love yourself!!!!! stand strong and activelly seek the help you desire to be peaceful and happy and healthy in this life

I'm 14 btw if you guys wanted to know :)

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