I'm thinking about killing myself...
2011-07-29 | From: | Authon: Hit:
That blows hot air. Their room on the other hand, has two fans and an air conditioner. I have no clothes. I have 3 shirts and 1 pair of pants. We never have any money.......
I'm an 11 year old who resides in the small town of Sherman with my mother and father. I can't stand to be alive. Lets see...where do I start? My mother and father are both meth addicts. My father constantly has a bottle of booze in his hand. My mother and father both smoke and I can barley breathe when around them. We live in a trailer and if it's a 100 degrees outside, it's 105 degrees in the house. I have no air conditioner in my room. Only 1 fan. That blows hot air. Their room on the other hand, has two fans and an air conditioner. I have no clothes. I have 3 shirts and 1 pair of pants. We never have any money. Plus my father just quit his job and mother doesn't know how we are gonna pay bills.They sleep all day and we never have any food and when we do they don't cook. I honestly hate my life. I think about at least 10 ways to kill myself everyday. I don't think I'll be around very much longer. I'm fed up with life. Don't even try to say that if I kill myself I will hurt my family, because they don't give a crap about me. I need help. Fast. If you read this, try and help me. Please.
Answer:
It takes a lot of courage to reach out for help like you did! It sounds like you are feeling so much emotional pain that you are contemplating suicide. Suicide isn't the answer, no matter what problems you are dealing with. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Don't keep your suicidal thoughts a secret. It's important that you reach out for support from your school counselor, teacher, or another trusted adult. Know that there is help out there for you and you are not alone. Always remember your life has great value!
Immediately contact the Boys Town National Hotline and speak to one of our trained counselors. We are available 24/7 to help with any type of issue. Please make a promise to yourself that you willl contact us before doing anything to hurt yourself. We are concerned about your safety and want to help!
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